So… You think you’re in control.
Like you, I used to think I was in control of my life; however, now there is no doubt my only control lies in using my God-given free will to make choices about what comes up for me. Because I would never have consciously chosen to let go of a job with Christmas just around the corner, or to have major surgery ever—much less to pay for it out of my own pocket, and NEVER would have said to myself, “Self, you’re going to marry not once, not twice, but many times, divorcing each time after years of heartache and misery, and raise three wonderful daughters without benefit of their father to help you, I know I’M not in control!